Have I ever told you that, if I sit really still and silent, sometimes,
I like to think I can hear your heart beating in time with mine?

Have I ever told you that when I watch you speak to me through lines, cords, bytes, and ram,
I imagine your voice, whispering it all into my ear?

Have I ever told you that I wait out each day in anticipation, wanting only an hour or two,
Or even just a second in space and time, to feel close to you?

Have I ever told you that there has been times when I ached for you, ached for you so badly,
That the emotions overwhelmed me...and so I sat and cried?

Have I ever told you that sometimes, I will reach out,
Touching your name on this cold screen before me,
Wishing I could reach in and pull you to me?

Have I ever told you that after the first time I heard the sound of your voice,
From a thousand miles away, I sat up all night,
Turning the conversation over and over in my mind, examining it,
Like a really awe-inspiring, fully-detailed piece of art?

Have I ever told you that I dream of you often,
That I dream of you reaching out and touching my hand,
Simply to let me know that you are really there, and everything is okay?

Have I ever told you that I would give everything up,
Just for one night to be able to lay near you,
To feel your chest rise and fall under my head, with each breath you take,
Just to know that you are real?

Have I ever told you I cry, everytime I think of these words,
And how much I long to be by your side?

Have I ever told you how I daydream, and dream at night,
of how it might feel to hold you close at night?

Have I ever told you that I breath in deep,
Thinking of how your breath might sound,
While lying there, asleep in my arms,
So comfortable and warm?

Have I ever told you that my heart flips,
Everytime I think of how the rhythm of your heart might feel and sound,
When I'm holding you close?

Yes, my tears well up,
Whenever I think of all the pain we've had to endure, and keep enduring,
Through the cruelty that Life has shown us, and continues to show us,
In keeping us so far apart.

And as my tears begin to fall, here,
And I look down in sorrow,
I'm daydreaming of you walking up to me,
And lift my chin up with your gentile hands,
And through blurry, wet eyes,
I'd see you give a slight smile,
And tell me that everything's ok,
And then kiss me on the lips,
To confirm what you said.

Oh, how I wish all this could come true,
Every second of everyday.

How much longer can I stand not being by your side?
For seeing you is like a dream, one that i wish never to wake up from!

Because I love you just too much, for this love to be anything but true and real!